dera freindz

am still hanging and doing my best to beat the dark to the end of the line......the doctors here are as crazy as me!

as its more difficult to keep up this connection as signal here is useless...bamboo coffee shop connection...best off with string and foam cupz....next stop malaysain...goodbye....thanx for all the emails for support....love u all

dear friends.......

i have gone past the feeling of them and us.....welcome to the darkest of days. i am having to face the passing of a close friend again....the heart as black as you may think as it is cannot comprehend this loss.....you may not even have a clue what the f%ck i am talking about....the darkness is where i live...i and my colleagues are here for you.....if and that is if you are of the right ilke.....peace and tranquillity to you......time for me to see the doctor......only they guess as well....ttfn

dear friends and family

it has taken me days to recover from the wedding....my doctor now says i should seriously chill out.
it takes time to sort out communication problems when your on an ocean'cruiser...something to do with the hull and sails and ocean, doh, i guess....never mind.

thanks for all the cards and flowers and gifts...we really didnt expect any of them. many thanks to you all though. trust you all had a great time, i know that i did. the band were fantastic but then what would you expect from such a great artist. my thanks to the entire crew for playing. priceless.

now please excuse the pun. sailing away to the land of the rising sun....will blog when i can....my thanks again to all those that made it a very special day...sorry this page is weeks behind...as i said it is difficult to manage the communications system from here....i will get the front page changed soon...just have to fix the wedding photographers mailing system and get it done direct from mainland u.k

all the best and hope to make it to xmas party in the official house of the holy..ttfn my great friends

my sincere thanks to you all